fat fat fat.
i feel fat.
dancers are ugly when they're fat.
i look ugly in clothes.
i dont wanna be fat.
i'm gonna start losing weight.
my dieting starts tmrw.
not gonna bother if i'm gonna be hantura again.
i cant take it.
these fats are getting on my nerves.
it's time to tone up too.
crystle* gym?

i've got lotsa catching up to do.
havent attended lessons for the past two days.
no work done at all.
i'm just diggin my own grave even deeper and deeper.
doubting my ability to even be able to pass my A levels.
someone please give me some motivation.
i desperately need 'em.

i cant stop bitching.
getting really annoyed with myself when i bitch.
i cant help it.
need to control myself.
it's impossible to quit.
but bitch sensibly, clara.