pure agony*

the weather lately has been very cruel.
completely intolerable.
it was sweltering at school and in town but the moment i stepped out of the train at my train station, it was so breezy!
well not that i wanna complain bout the nice weather over at my place, but it's damn annoying when the temperature keeps fluctuating wherever i go.
it doesnt help the slightest bit when i have this feeling that i'm gonna fall sick real soon.
-crosses fingers-

it was the same for yesterday except that the wind was so much stronger, i mean much much stronger, that i kinda lost my balance?
thankfully no one saw how dumb i looked moving sideways involuntarily.

sometimes i wonder what is the degree of my instability.
both mentally and physically.